I really feel like something in the universe has something against me. -_- I say this because it seems that whenever I try to work hard on something, do something nice or try to be a better person, my reward is getting jinxed. Its been going on for a long time now, but whenever I try my best with something that I really want to work on for a project, do something nice for someone or just try to do something that I want to really try and get invested in, my 'Universal Reward' as I call it is either bringing bad luck to myself or to my family.
I know some of you may think that's crazy and I want to chalk it all down to coinsidence but it seems less and less likely that that is the case.
I try start a project to work on, my application crashes on me when before it worked perfectly.
I try to download a game so I can join in with my friends, I go through so many complications that is hardly worth anything.
I try to get a music program to work from Steam which is a well recommended one and my computer reports a Malware threat.
I try to work on a B-day pic for a friend, which I put a lot of time into the inking alone which took me all day, and in that same day my brother's car breaks down and forget that my car's window is open during a thunder storm when before it was nice and sunny.
I try to get some colouring done on it today, my dad's car gets a dent in it while he's at work.
Even during high school or college or university, I work hard and I get jinxed in some way! I get a 1st in my University course through three years of effort, but between those times, both my pets of 12 and 16 years get put to sleep, our family is going through financial troubles, my dad is diagnosed with Parkingsons disease and I end up almost having my presentation during my exhibition at Uni going botched.
I try on SO many occasions to try and do SOMETHING that I want to do to get somewhere and I either bring about bad luck. Meanwhile, I do NOTHING with my life, I accomplish nothing forward, don't move forward and keep that way and things go rather well for a day. Wow, thanks alot Universe. ¬_¬
Things really do suck right now. =_=